I’d give anything for just one more chat gram 😢❤️

Hope you like the daffodils I brought you, you can watch them bloom now. Wish you were, even just so I could hear about how awful these Welsh rugby players are 😂 miss you so much gram ❤️

Got a lump in my throat thinking about you. I just miss you so so so much gram, the world will never be right without you 😔

Gram I find myself talking to the wind at this point. Need you, need your advice or just your great listening ears to tell me it’s all going to be ok. Life is so hard without you 🥺xxx

Awe Mam it's the small things honestly. Fernando made me homemade double dippy egg and chips today just like Mandy used to make for you. It was lush I have to say. I enjoyed it for you 😋 💚 💜 ❤️ X

Oh gram I do miss you… what I wouldn’t give for just five more minutes. I just hope you know how much I adored you 😢❤️

Not gonna lie Mam I kinda missed your anagram kind of birthday message at midnight with all the emojis and sent in 3 parts. Living in sunny Spain and we had a rain shower I'm sure that was you trying to remind me that I'm Welsh 😜 Miss you 💚 💜 ❤️

Send Sonya signs today, it’s her birthday. Another first we’re navigating without you. Surround us all with sunshine. Love and miss you x

Having another sleepless night. I've been spending time reading back our old texts. My gosh Grandma, I never realised how much missing you would hurt. I think of you everyday and I miss all the little things. The random gibberish text messages because of the gremlins in your phone or the quick phone calls that would turn to an hour phone calls. You were always there to keep me company when waiting for a bus home. Everytime i see a bottle of lucozade, an orchid, even strawberries, i cant help but think of you. What id give to have all that back again. I love you so much ❤️

Haven’t updated you in a while gram, but I have passed every uni assignment with flying colours. I’m trying so hard and just hope you’re proud that I’m keeping my promise to you ❤️ wish you were here for me to tell you all about it, missing you more than ever. I love you x

Haven’t updated you in a while gram, but I have passed every uni assignment with flying colours. I’m trying so hard and just hope you’re proud that I’m keeping my promise to you ❤️ wish you were here for me to tell you all about it, missing you more than ever. I love you x

Been in wales this weekend celebrating Jason’s 50th. You’ll be pleased to know it was one of his favourite birthdays yet. He’s chuffed. Just been with Ryan to bring you some fresh colourful blooms.. I never fail to notice the little wooden car swaying in the wind when it’s time to go. Feels like this is you saying bye to us at the door like you used to before the drive back to our house. I know it’s silly as that wooden star was from the Christmas flowers I left but we all know that you would have also of held on to it.. You’ll also be pleased to know the spring flowers ( I know you said they never last long) but they’re starting to pop up around St Fagans, daffs and snowdrops everywhere like the roundabout used to have (before people would pick them). I miss you with my whole life. Love you to the moon and back x

I know you would tell me there’s something lacking with you tonight if you were here. The nights have not seized in being difficult and I didn’t expect to miss you in the small things like the use of the hottie bottie we shared in this house, filling it up this evening got me. I miss every part of life with you, you truly were my greatest friend.

January felt longer than ever. Missing you so much gram, the things id give for one more hour with you. I hope you’re resting well and have all of your comforts. I love you to the moon and back and every star on the way.

January felt longer than ever. Missing you so much gram, the things id give for one more hour with you. I hope you’re resting well and have all of your comforts. I love you to the moon and back and every star on the way.

6 months… how we ever got here will be one of earths greatest cosmic mysteries. I miss you with my whole being. 🤍 hope your resting well x

How it's already been 6 months without you is unbelievable. I miss you so much everyday. I hope I can continue to make you proud. I love you so much ❤️

Can’t believe we have lived 6 whole months without you 😢 wish you were here gram, I miss and love you so so much ❤️

Can’t believe we have lived 6 whole months without you 😢 wish you were here gram, I miss and love you so so much ❤️

Aw gram I miss you so much. What I would give to have you back, even just for 5 minutes 😢

Aw gram I miss you so much. What I would give to have you back, even just for 5 minutes 😢

I know you’re probably already thinking about rearranging the blooms I left. Thank you for listening to the chat, I felt like I had so much to tell you. It’s not getting easier but my love for you continues to grow. You’d be so happy to know me, Cer, Rob and Celia are keeping close and also had a lovely chat and catch up with them, I know togetherness is all you ever wanted. I love you to the moon. 🤍

Well Gram, officially 22. Wish you were here with me but I know you’ll be watching down. Please send a sign today, love and miss you so much ❤️

It’s Cerys’s birthday, we’re getting through a lot of the firsts without you which is a crazy thought. I know my midnight text is nothing on yours since I was a little quicker writing it, never quite got the knack of the amount of emojis you used. I hope you’re relaxed and watching over Cer especially today. Send her signs please. Love you!

Wish I was getting a midnight birthday text off you this year, still can’t believe you’re not here. First birthday without you and it doesn’t feel real. I miss you so much gram ❤️

Wish I was getting a midnight birthday text off you this year, still can’t believe you’re not here. First birthday without you and it doesn’t feel real. I miss you so much gram ❤️

Saw the New Year in twice which felt really fitting considering we are now your eyes earth side, felt like it was one for me and one for you. Completely down under or upside down as you would say in Australia at the moment which is something I know would make you burst with pride. I love you to the moon and back Gram, enjoy the fireworks they were extra sparkly this year can only imagine why… I cannot wait to show you all the things you could of only dreamed off in 2025 🤍🤍 xxxx

Happy New Year Gram. Missing the midnight texts and missing you ❤️ I can’t believe we are entering a new year without you, I would do anything to have you back here with us, even just for 5 minutes. I have never felt a pain like this, I hope wherever you are, you’re having a lucozade and some flying saucers and you are happy, pain free and content. I hope the after life is treating you kinder than this one did. I love you so much my grandma spice, always and forever. Happy New Year ❤️

Well Gram we have made it to midnight and it doesn’t feel right not having a Happy New Year text of you so here you go HAPPY NEW YEAR GRANDMA LOTS OF LOVE YOUR SUNSHINE RYAN 🥳 It feels so strange to go into 2025 without you but I know your always by my side 2025 will be are year and we will try and make it the best we can Me and Simon are here raising a glass to you singing are hearts out to Auld Lang Syne (Sorry we are terrible singers)while Sophie is enjoying new years in the sunshine down under with her friends living her best life. We all love you and miss you lots.💚💜🥂

A couple of hours to go, but I still can’t even imagine starting a year that you don’t get to experience. I miss you so much gram and wish you were here. I love you ❤️

A couple more hours till we see the new year in here in Australia. Wish you could be earth side to feel the atmosphere here. Going into a new year without you is unimaginable. I love you to the moon and back Gram 🤍

Coming to visit you never gets easier but I also love feeling close to you. Hope you’re happy wherever you are. I love you ❤️

Coming to visit you never gets easier but I also love feeling close to you. Hope you’re happy wherever you are. I love you ❤️

Coming to visit you never gets easier but I also love feeling close to you. Hope you’re happy wherever you are. I love you ❤️

Coming to visit you never gets easier but I also love feeling close to you. Hope you’re happy wherever you are. I love you ❤️

Had your famous party tea for lunch today. Of course not a patch on yours, but I tried. Miss you gram ❤️

Currently sat on the runway about to take off to the first part of my journey down under. We spoke about this trip often. I hope you’re so proud! 🤍 let’s go see what the Aussie sunshine has to say for itself. Love you so much xxx

Merry Christmas Grandma. First one without you and it'll never be the same. I miss your texts and your phone calls. I miss every second without you. I love you so much and miss you everyday 💜💚🕊

Merry Christmas Gram we made it to midnight it don’t feel right without a text a midnight I love and miss you so much I hope your having the best first Christmas ever in heaven showing them how to make proper stuffing and a trifle love you now and forever your sunshine Ryan💚🎄x

Merry Christmas Gram 🤍 consider this your midnight text. I’m trying to remember I’m lucky to have felt a love so strong or can hurt like this but today is going to be a hard day. I’ll love you forever 🌟xxx

Merry Christmas Gram 🤍 consider this your midnight text. I’m trying to remember I’m lucky to have felt a love so strong or can hurt like this but today is going to be a hard day. I’ll love you forever 🌟xxx

Merry Christmas Gram, waited until midnight to message like I would if you were still here. Miss you so much ❤️

Merry Christmas Gram, waited until midnight to message like I would if you were still here. Miss you so much ❤️

Gram sorry I’m a little late to the party I’ve been struggling to write this all day. This is the first christmas eve without you .Christmas will never be the same without you. I'll carry you in my heart forever. You loved christmas more than anyone It doesn't feel right to celebrate it without you this year.I thought I understood how much I miss you but boy was I wrong until I realised we all would have to celebrate christmas without you this year.You always brought so much joy to christmas no matter what.This year I guess that's my job from now on I promise you I will be there for Everyone in are family no matter the time ,day or distance I will try to bring the love felt joy you brought to us all at this magical time of year.Happy christmas eve my angel I hope your watching down on us all with a big smile on your face as we are trying are best to make it as magical as you always did for us all while having a ice cream and a orange lucozade on me I love you and miss you so much 💚🎄💜x

Happy Christmas Eve Grandma. It's not the same without you here ❤️🎅🏻🎄

Haven’t wrote anything about Christmas on here yet gram because Christmas doesn’t feel like Christmas without you. You always made it so special and I’d do anything to go back and have your list of cards you need me to get, to do your wrapping and make your famous stuffing on Christmas Eve. The first one without you was always going to be difficult but I don’t think I realised just how difficult it would be. This was your favourite time of the year but without you it doesn’t feel as merry and the lights don’t seem so bright. I just wish you were here. I hope wherever you are now you’re having the Christmas you deserve, finally resting and getting to enjoy it pain free. I hope you liked your wreath I put down a few days ago, I made sure to chose your favourite colours purple and green 💜 I wish we could have one last Christmas together, wish you were here. I love you gram, so much. Hope you’re at peace. Merry Christmas ❤️

Happy Christmas Eve Gram. What we would do for one more year of stuffing and trifle.. I love you

Happy Christmas Eve Gram. What we would do for one more year of stuffing and trifle.. I love you

We had a lovely afternoon with Celia and Rob yesterday, the love you shared is still so so so evident. I can imagine the smile on your face at us all chattering and gossiping about funny stories and previous experiences. We also put some Christmassy flowers down for you today. Smiling at the thought of you wanting to keep the wooden decor in them. I miss you gram, wish we could have one more cuddle. I hope you are surrounded by all your comforts up there for Christmas 🎄🤍

We’re going to Celia’s to see her on Rob Saturday. I know you’d be so happy we’re keeping in touch and you’d be so excited about us meeting up. I know you’ll be there in spirit, just wish you could be there in person 😕 love you so much gram ❤️

Aww Gram, what I would give to have you send me another shopping list of cards and gift tags you needed. Or to be wrapping presents for you, like your “very own Mrs Clause” or “Santas helper” like you’d always call me. Christmas doesn’t feel like Christmas without you 😢 I love you ❤️

There’s so much I wish I could tell you 😕 I miss you gram ❤️

I GOT MY AUSTRALIAN VISA TODAY GRAM!! I so wish you were here to talk to about it. I know it was you. All of these things that are aligning are from you. I couldn’t belive it today the joy of finding the half bottle of YSL Paris in the overnight bag you so kindly let me keep was so evidently a message from you above. Keep sending the signs Gram, the whole household looks for them. You helped my visa pass and are with me. The scent is so significantly you. This is your scent forever we will all cherish it whenever we come across it.🥹🤍xxx

I love you so much gram ❤️

I wish heaven had visiting hours. There’s so much I want to talk to you about. Miss you so much gram, never felt a pain like it 💔

The trees gone up, and you have your pride place on it. Griefmas is in full swing. Wish you were here for one more squeeze.

The trees gone up, and you have your pride place on it. Griefmas is in full swing. Wish you were here for one more squeeze.

3rd assignment submitted, one more to go before Christmas. Keeping my promise to you and trying my absolute hardest to do this degree. Wish you were here to see me do this, I love you gram. so much ❤️

3rd assignment submitted, one more to go before Christmas. Keeping my promise to you and trying my absolute hardest to do this degree. Wish you were here to see me do this, I love you gram. so much ❤️

It all just aches. I really miss you

Going through old phones and messages and seeing photos of you. We all know you hated them but I captured them anyway. I never thought I would feel this way looking back at them. 4 whole months this world has been without your wonder. I feel so out of touch, we need grandma gossip back. I hope you’re up there looking down on everything to keep up with what we’re doing. I don’t know what stage of grief this is but if it’s the price we pay to of had that love from you? I’ll stay here forever. Thank you for the Robins in the garden this morning as dad was with the company who are going to install your memory tree. Keep sending the signs I look for them constantly.

Its been 4 months since you've been gone. You are on my mind every single day. Grief is such a strange journey and I never anticipated the day I'd have to start living life without you. I hope you're having the best time up in heaven and seeing all your friends again. I love you so much 💜💚🕊

In tears looking at all your pictures, wishing I took more, even though you hated them. Wish we had more time together gram 💔

In tears looking at all your pictures, wishing I took more, even though you hated them. Wish we had more time together gram 💔

Aw gram, what I would give for one last hug 🤍

Gram today has been the hardest day since your passing it feels so strange not to see a text off you at midnight wishing me a Happy Birthday but somehow, I know you are in a much better place and will always be with me in spirit looking down from Heaven.I spend most of my days looking at old photos of us and the family seeing an entire lifetime of your love and joyful smiles together. I would give anything to have one more birthday together of laughter and love. Love you always now and forever your sunshine Ryan x💜💚

You should be here Gram, you should be sending your grandchildren the midnight birthday texts. I wish I knew how to replicate the magic you had just for one day for Ryan. I know you’d be calling us silly both sat here breaking our hearts but they’re just so sad since you’ve gone. You were the best of us. Please send him a sign tomorrow. I love you to the moon and back Gram.

You should be here Gram, you should be sending your grandchildren the midnight birthday texts. I wish I knew how to replicate the magic you had just for one day for Ryan. I know you’d be calling us silly both sat here breaking our hearts but they’re just so sad since you’ve gone. You were the best of us. Please send him a sign tomorrow. I love you to the moon and back Gram.

Put our Christmas decorations up in work today, not ready for my first Christmas without you - you always loved this time of year 😢 thank you for the sign on the way to uni on Monday, please keep sending them gram. Miss you so much, never felt a pain like it 💔

I miss you with my whole being Gram. I know all we all ever wanted was to take your pain away but I just wish you were here. Ryan’s birthdays coming up, please send him some signs. Maybe a little light to break up the dark winter days right now. He needs you. We all do. Miss you more than you’ll ever know 😣

There was so much more you were meant to see Gram. We have just returned from a trip and I hope you enjoyed seeing some of us together looking out for eachother. Found myself taking photos that would usually be sent your way but I know you’re with us and you can see it for yourself. I could see you in every Sunset and feel you with every clear water wave that broke. Wish we had more time. Maybe another place, miss you more than life 🤍

There was so much more you were meant to see Gram. We have just returned from a trip and I hope you enjoyed seeing some of us together looking out for eachother. Found myself taking photos that would usually be sent your way but I know you’re with us and you can see it for yourself. I could see you in every Sunset and feel you with every clear water wave that broke. Wish we had more time. Maybe another place, miss you more than life 🤍

Well gram, we just have the most amazing holiday in Egypt, it was so strange not getting to send you pictures to show you the sights. You would’ve loved seeing the pics and hearing all about it. We miss you so much 💜

Well gram, we just have the most amazing holiday in Egypt, it was so strange not getting to send you pictures to show you the sights. You would’ve loved seeing the pics and hearing all about it. We miss you so much 💜

Wish you could see the oceans and shining sun for yourself gram. We will continue being your eyes earth side but I know how much you’d love to receive the pictures we’re all taking. Love you 🌞

I wish I could show you sunset right now in Egypt you would be smiling so much right now love you always ☀️💚💜

So happy to have taken you your first bunch of flowers, we all know how much you loved them. Thank you for making the sunshine down while we were at your resting place. Miss you so much 💜

Pre travel anxiety has hit as they normally do. Wish you were here to talk me down from it. Hope it’s sunny up there for you Gram xxxx

Pre travel anxiety has hit as they normally do. Wish you were here to talk me down from it. Hope it’s sunny up there for you Gram xxxx

So you are in your final resting place. I hope you can find peace there. I know you will always be with us and watching over us every single day. I love you so much ❤️

Had my results back for my first assignment gram. Passed! 3% off a first class grade. This is all for you 🤍

Had my results back for my first assignment gram. Passed! 3% off a first class grade. This is all for you 🤍

Such a hard day. But I’m glad you’re finally at rest and can fully rest peacefully. Even on our hard days you made the sun shine down on us. We all love and miss you so much 💕

It’s become a bit of a habit at home now that between me and Ryan if there’s any particular harder days we bring eachother home a mint aero. No words exchanged just a little sign that we recognise each others efforts to get through the day. I know us all looking after one another is all you would have ever wanted. I just wish you were here to be enjoying the no words necessary sweet treat. We miss you Gram. We were meant to have so much more time together. Love you x

We had peppers in work today, I instantly tought of you and how much you loved that place. You’re in my thoughts every day, I’ll love and miss you forever 😕💕

We had peppers in work today, I instantly tought of you and how much you loved that place. You’re in my thoughts every day, I’ll love and miss you forever 😕💕

Aw gram, I want nothing more than a cwtch off you. I just wish you could tell me everything would be okay. I’m so lost without you 💔

Gram I am really missing you right now I would do anything for us to have one more McFlurry and a proper coke cola as you always say for us to have one more gossip you to tell me everything is going to be ok as I’m struggling so much lately love and miss you lots Ryan 💜💚

I really miss you grandma. I know you're no longer suffering and in pain anymore but I'd give anything to have you back here with us. For the hugs, the gossips and even the card games. Memories that will always be treasured forever ❤️

I miss you so much gram, I’d do anything to have you back here but I wouldn’t want you to suffer again. I just wish I could have one last cwtch

I miss you so much gram, I’d do anything to have you back here but I wouldn’t want you to suffer again. I just wish I could have one last cwtch

Seasons are changing. Been driving h to work and the sunrise has been lighting the way. I know that glow is you telling me it’s going to be ok. I miss you more than life.

Aw gram I bloody miss you 😢❤️

It’s 1am. I can’t sleep I just keep thinking about the nights we spend at 40A watching medical programmes on repeat till this time in the morning gossiping and putting the world to right. I miss keeping the bathroom light on leaving a soft glow downstairs. Life feels empty without you Gram the glow is gone. I never knew love could feel hurt like this truly. I wish you were here. I miss you with my whole being. X

Struggling so much today. Just wish you were to tell me everything would be okay. I miss you so much grandma, life will never be the same without you 🕊️🤍

Wish you were here

Wish you were here

ITS BOOKED GRAM!!! I did it, I booked Australia to reunite with luce, I promise I’ll watch out for them pesky spiders and make sure I’ve got no herbs or soil in my suitcase to be one of them “lacking” people at boarder control. I’m traveling half way across the world 😭😭 I know it won’t feel any closer to you but I promise to share with you everything I see. I miss you gram more than you can ever imagine.

Had my first uni assignment tonight gram. Passed with 86%, hope you’re proud 🤍🤍 love you so much

Had my first uni assignment tonight gram. Passed with 86%, hope you’re proud 🤍🤍 love you so much

Missing you more than ever today. I just wish I could pick up my phone and call you. I miss your voice. I miss your messages. I just miss you and I would do anything to turn back the clock and still gave you here

Went to a candle lit orchestra show this evening. Felt your presence throughout, I miss you Gram, nothing is the same. I hope it sounds just a beautiful where you are.

Went to a candle lit orchestra show this evening. Felt your presence throughout, I miss you Gram, nothing is the same. I hope it sounds just a beautiful where you are.

Happy Heavenly Birthday Gram, still can’t wrap my head around the fact you’re gone and I’ll never be able to buy you a mint aero or lucozade again. I love you so much and miss you always 🤍

Happy Heavenly Birthday Gram, still can’t wrap my head around the fact you’re gone and I’ll never be able to buy you a mint aero or lucozade again. I love you so much and miss you always 🤍

Happy Heavenly Birthday Grandma 💚💜🕊

Been watching the waves crash onto the rocks from the caravan this week, just thinking about how much you loved the sea and watching the waves, you’re always on my mind gram 💔 I’m so lost without you

How have you been gone a month already. The world just doesn't feel the same without you 💔

Can’t believe we have lived a whole month without you. The world will never feel right, I wish you could come back 💔

Can’t believe we have lived a whole month without you. The world will never feel right, I wish you could come back 💔

I miss you so much grandma. I was never prepared for the day you'd have to go. I know you are watching over me everyday and I hope I can keep making you proud. I love you so much 💜💚

Miss you so much, wish you could come back 💔

Miss you so much, wish you could come back 💔

The hardest see you soon happened to Gram. Not like the soft cries of 40As entryway or the squeaky floors and shaky breaths of The Beaches. Today was the most unexplainable and heavy see you soon we’ve had yet. Please watch over us heavenside until we meet again. I hope we did you so proud. Love you to the moon and back 🤍

The hardest see you soon happened to Gram. Not like the soft cries of 40As entryway or the squeaky floors and shaky breaths of The Beaches. Today was the most unexplainable and heavy see you soon we’ve had yet. Please watch over us heavenside until we meet again. I hope we did you so proud. Love you to the moon and back 🤍

What a turn out for you today! You are loved and missed by so many ❤️ hope we did you proud gram, love you so much xxx

What a turn out for you today! You are loved and missed by so many ❤️ hope we did you proud gram, love you so much xxx

Well the hardest see you soon we’ve ever had is today Gram. It’s never goodbye just see you soon. I hope you shine down on us today with that big proud heart of yours. I love you 🤍

Well Gram, tomorrow we say our final goodbyes to you. I hope we do you proud and you’re watching down with the biggest smile on your face, missing you so much, and love you even more ❤️

“We grieve because we love. How lucky we are to have experienced that love.” <3

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I am I and you are you, whatever we were to each other that we still are. Speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? Life means all that it ever meant, it is the same as it ever was.