Haven’t wrote anything about Christmas on here yet gram because Christmas doesn’t feel like Christmas without you. You always made it so special and I’d do anything to go back and have your list of cards you need me to get, to do your wrapping and make your famous stuffing on Christmas Eve. The first one without you was always going to be difficult but I don’t think I realised just how difficult it would be. This was your favourite time of the year but without you it doesn’t feel as merry and the lights don’t seem so bright. I just wish you were here. I hope wherever you are now you’re having the Christmas you deserve, finally resting and getting to enjoy it pain free. I hope you liked your wreath I put down a few days ago, I made sure to chose your favourite colours purple and green 💜 I wish we could have one last Christmas together, wish you were here. I love you gram, so much. Hope you’re at peace. Merry Christmas ❤️